I believe i have been abducted by aliens.?

hello my name is michelle. i believe that i have been abducted by aliens with al of my heart a couple of years ago i was sitting out side of the library laying on the ground looking up into the sky i do believe that i have telipathical powers to call the aliens from outer space. so one day i tried it.... i hear voices in my head that i believe send signals out to outer space. so one day i sent the voices in my head into space saying hello im michelle and i live on planet earth and i would like to meet aliens from another world please come to me. all of a sudden i see this silvership come out of the sky. i know for a fact this is no plain. this ship was flying in a circular motion.some how i knew that i was going to see this before i saw it cause i heard a voice calling me back saying ok you will get a chance to see and meet us.so i when i saw it i stood up and waved at it.that night i walked to subway get me and my bf some food. i looked up into the sky and omg there it was a big humongus bright light that looked like a star.it was sitting still in the sky until it moved it moved tord me very fast i was scared i started to run as i started to run it dissapeared. i continued my walk so i go into subway get us some food and come out. i start to walk again back to the house and omg there it is again it came down at me slowly i waved at it it stopped dead in front of me i waved it in closer it moved in very close to me and stopped abouve a house. i started to run i got very frightend i ran up to some people standing near by. then it shot off into the sky and dissapeared right before they could see it i rushed home asap. won night after this occurance took place i woke up with a being with big humongus black eyes standing over my bed. i could not move or say any thing at all and i was up for about a munit this is all i could remember about that night and since then i have had several abductions by aliens. the grays .... they have chased me and abducted me several times and i still see them its weired cause i can see them when ever i want all i have to do is call them with my voices. that i am able to hear and if i dont call them they come any way. i dont know how to get rid of them i feel like im stuck for ever seeing them. one day i woke up with a strange mark on my hand and i dont know how it got thier its a mark of an a and d like A.D thats how it looks what is happining with me? i woke up in their ship one time and they were showing me that the world is going to burn up in a big fire. i have several dreams about earth quakes sunamies ans tornados.i have dreams that i am floating in the air flying. i have had several dreams of being pulled up into a ship by a blue beam. i had these dreams almost every single night when i was pregnant with my son.i have had spiritual encounters with demons saying they will get me and i will help them get me too. i woke up at 5 am in the morning and heard a bird at my window saying that god is here, hes here hes here god is really here. wich freaked me out really bad. i do believe that i have seen a shadow image of jesus christ. i am very very serious about this this is no hoax this is true and my encounters are very real and i believe it with all of my heart. i sometime s here a voice calling my name when ever im sleeping it is a man. what do you think about my life encounters please comment.